You know one thing that i am fighting now is not being able to know what is going to happen!

Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not

Ya know that is right, i dont care what anyone say Goodbyes always hurt no matter what! Leaving high school was fun, and i could not wait till i got to go to college! Saying those Goodbyes was ok, kinda hard. But now that i am in college, a 2year college at that it is not the same as high school. You make friend that are a year older then you and then next thing you know time goes by so fast and they are gone! It is hard when you become great friends with someone over a little time, but when you have so much in common it is really hard to say goodbye. i can say that, that is one thing that i am not looking foward to doing. Cause it not the fact that i will never say hey again, it is the fact that the person that i have so much in common with, the one i know will help me and not lead me to the wrong road, and the person who can finish my sent. is the person i will not be able to hang out with and be able to laugh with next year. I can say that out of the friend i have made in college i think that you have helped me so much and may different ways. but ya know what the problem is i know you will do ur best in life, and i know that you will not give up, and will keep pushing. I can say that this had mad me grow alot!

BUT

It is not that i dont want you to leave it is that God has made a plan and it time for me to follow it. It is not that i want you to be back, or i wont you to say i want you to go where God leads you. I know that he has plans for me now and i know that the plans he has for you will make you happy and i know that you are ready for them. I know i will miss many things and somedays will be hard without ya here, but i guess i have see that God has made us friends for a reason that are unknown, but those reason have made us have great times! but know that it is over i can say that you are the best. and i wish you best on life, and we will meet again and never stop talking.



With me i know that i am ready to be at a big school, i am ready to be a part of something new. I am ready for life. I am to ready i am rushing! I need to stop before life just passes by and i wake up one morning and it will be time for me to walk across a stage and i will get handed my life from a 4 year school and then next thing you know i will be paying for my first house. I dont know why i am like this i know that if i keep it up i will not enjoy life, and i will miss out on everthing that God has planed for me. it is time for me to live it one day at a time and enjoy the time he has given me. I can not believe it but a year of college has gone by. I know that now i will have to live it one day at a time now cause the plan that God has for me will be a great plan, and he will not stop using me and many different ways!

BUT

Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not