The Storm...

Ya know for these few week I have been telling my self that there is always calm after the storm. When one say they are in a storm of life or anything of the kind, they mean they are going throught a hard time. Well I have been going through this storm fro sometime and it is still just raining, it is like it will never end. But wait! I was listen to this song the other day and I heard something that just made me stop and think! The lyrics to that part are

When my life is like a storm

Rising waters all I want is the Shore

You say I'll be ok and

Make it through the rain

You are my shelter from the storm

I had to stop and listen again. After that i asked my self why is it that i have not just given it all to God, why is it that i am not letting go and just going deeper into God glory. This song says that "You are my shelter from the storm" He is my shelter He looks over me and knows what is ahead, but i am not laying it down at the cross. The song goes on with...

I am not my own

I've been carried by you all my life

That is something else I have a problem with I guess I am not understanding that i am not my own, You have carried me all my life. God has been and still there with me through everything.

At the end of my "Storm" post. I said there is calm after the storm. and that is true, then i said MY STORM IS NOT YET OVER. Well now i know that God is my shelter in this storm, all this that has happe and the last 2week i am going to give it to you GOD! i am going to try and lean on God, when times are not good, when i relive that day over, when I remember saying goodbye. Even though I know i am human and i know that I will have my down days and I will want to just shut out the world. But I know that i will have a better hope in trying to laying it down at the cross. Cause "at the cross i bow my knees."