"I"

Ya know there are alot of things in this world i want...

I want to be loved. I want to find someone to love. i want someone who understands me. I want someone that I will be able to call and tell them that they mean the world to me. I want my best friend back at SMC. I want the support of my family. I want to be able to send up infront of a group of people and be able to talk. I want to stop worring about what people think. I want to have the perfect body. I want God to show me all that He has plan for me. I want for there not to be homeless people downtown asking for money. I want those homeless people to have a home. I want to be able to tell my life story. I want to be able to help people. I want to be able to change people. I want people to stop doing dumb things. I want people to stop giving drinks to underage people. I want people not to die. I want there to be a cure for everything under the sun. I want for that kid that is asking where there home is to be able to find rest. I want for this hopeless world to have hope. I want to have hope! I want to have a degree that has "MA" on it. I want to not want so much. I want to be able to look at myself and be proud. I want to stop thinking about how hard times are. I want SMC to be a 4year school. I want not to be alone next year. I want no to worry about how hard it will be with you. I want to stop and think about all the good times and not the GOODBYES. I want to go back in time and change a lot. I want to understand God more. I want to be a more Godly man. I want to stop wanting. I want them to love me for who i am and not for who i hang out with. I want to be called my name and nothing else. I want for the world to stop worring. I want for there to be world peace. I want to keep going. I want to cry sometimes but I dont i want to stand in the rain. I want to be held sometimes. I want to look into the sky. I want to stay up all night and look into the stars and just think. I want to so much out of life. I want to live the life that God has called me to. I want.......

Ya know what I want so much! but most of all I can say that I want God to us me. Even though there may be hard times and tears, I want to be able to go when He says go!