"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Ya know that is one thing that God tells me to do, but why dont i do it! Why is it that i find myself still worring. Why is it that i am like i am lost my best friend. I lost one friend, a friend that i am not sure will be able to be replaced. One i felt like i could talk to him about anything it was over. Well now i just dont know what to do. But ya know i hope as the days go on i get better. I guess what happen was i was praying to God to help me with a good friend on campus and then i get that, and then it is over. Ya know i was readying on facebook today a "wall to wall" and someone wrote that; God doesn't give us anything we can't handle in there blog, and then someone commented back and said that, that was a lie. I would have to say i agree it is a lie. then they went on and said that God does give us more than we can handle, and He does that so we can depend on him. I have to agree with that God does give us hardships in our life to make us stronger, and it is not cause He thinks we can handle, i think that it is cause we cant handle it. and He wants us to remember that we have to turn to him. You know it was easy to type that but will i live by it. I know that after all my praying and wish and asking for that one good friend on campus God give it to me. Then he remind me that "I gave you this now what are you to do for me" I guess i can say that God is telling me that he gave me what i want and i have to keep giving Him the glory that i know that i am willing to give! (I know that is all my glory) So to the lose of my friend i will say that he will not be forgotten at all! I know that God did it for a reason. and i hope that i am able to take it one step at a time! So i guess this is kinda of a good bye to the sadness. and i hope it is that easy to do!
Ya know that is one thing that God tells me to do, but why dont i do it! Why is it that i find myself still worring. Why is it that i am like i am lost my best friend. I lost one friend, a friend that i am not sure will be able to be replaced. One i felt like i could talk to him about anything it was over. Well now i just dont know what to do. But ya know i hope as the days go on i get better. I guess what happen was i was praying to God to help me with a good friend on campus and then i get that, and then it is over. Ya know i was readying on facebook today a "wall to wall" and someone wrote that; God doesn't give us anything we can't handle in there blog, and then someone commented back and said that, that was a lie. I would have to say i agree it is a lie. then they went on and said that God does give us more than we can handle, and He does that so we can depend on him. I have to agree with that God does give us hardships in our life to make us stronger, and it is not cause He thinks we can handle, i think that it is cause we cant handle it. and He wants us to remember that we have to turn to him. You know it was easy to type that but will i live by it. I know that after all my praying and wish and asking for that one good friend on campus God give it to me. Then he remind me that "I gave you this now what are you to do for me" I guess i can say that God is telling me that he gave me what i want and i have to keep giving Him the glory that i know that i am willing to give! (I know that is all my glory) So to the lose of my friend i will say that he will not be forgotten at all! I know that God did it for a reason. and i hope that i am able to take it one step at a time! So i guess this is kinda of a good bye to the sadness. and i hope it is that easy to do!
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
WOW! God told me to do this! I have not done it at all! I have been mad at Him for many days! When i stood in the rain i just felt his joy! I wanted to cry just because at the point but i didnt i guess it is time for me to BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD! i know that you are God, but why am i not being still! Ya know it is something i dont know, but i know i am going to have to just try and do as He tells me to do! I will try to be still and know you are GOD! Cause you are alone are worthy!




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