but just remember that sometimes in life it pours, pours, and pours…but at the very end of the rain, the thunder and lightning there is always a rainbow and when we see that rainbow we forget about all the hell that led to the making of that rainbow because of its pure beauty. In essence when we are in the middle of a storm we only see the storm but as soon as the rainbow appears we are thankful to God for pulling us through the storms to see such beautiful outcome which is our rainbow.
That is what my friend told me. You know she is very right I never took at moment and thought about it, it can be bad rain for days, and then boom there is a rainbow! LIKE WOW! i needs to understand that after all of this hurt and pain, and not being able to understand that there should be some kind of Good that will come out of this! I am not sure when it will be i am not sure if it will even come out of it, but i do understand that i am sick of hurting! I am done with it i am not liking it at all! I am ready to stand in that rain and let it pour on me and just stand for no reason.
What i have been asking for has been taken away from me 3 times! Not 1 but three crazy i think. I think that is odd, but i am sorry i am not stopping here i will keep looking for my answer, i just was hoping it was going to stop at 3. I am wanting to go back to 3 and make this work, but i guess i am not going to be able to make it work, sometimes, i guess all things happen for a reason, the only thing is, what if this would have not happen, what if i would have went with it? What if i would have not even stopped it, what if i would have liked it! You know it doesn't matter cause that is behind me and i know that now i am going to have to finish strong and hope that this goes away!
"God will give you the desires of your heart"
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