W.O.W

You know when i write my blog i kinda somehow put a song in it and yet again i have a new one to put in it!

I've been there a thousand times,

I've felt the rain like a thousand knives.

it hurts,I know it hurts!

I've been there like a fighter plane,

Tryin' fly my way through a hurricane.

And it's hard,I know it's hard!

This song i guess is God talking... ya know i really dont know but i think i am 97% sure! but anyway

This song talk about how god have been there a thousand time, felt the rain like a thousand knives and it hurt. Well ya know what i think that i am ready to lay it all down again yet again i am ready to be at the cross and and take it all from me and put it at the bottom of the cross. I just feel as if i have been through this to many times, but yet God knows what it feels like better yet he knows how i feel. He knows that i feel like i am lost in a group of people at a football game! Even though i may know many people what i love them all i just really want that one person i want that one person here. it is really hard sometime even though i am able to pick up the phone i know my Best friend will be there (AUUUUUUU) but i just really want that one person here so i will feel as if i am not alone at the football game. But you know what i am not going to worry anymore cause i know i am able to put it right at the cross were i will not have to worry and i know that there is a plan and it will come sooner or later. Even though i know it will be a fight i will try my best to win, win to wait to wait for the outcome cause i know that there is one. I feel as if God is trying to us me for something, but i also feel as if he is trying to tell me something. Something that i am missing. Something that is in my face but i am just to dumb to put on my Glasses to be able to see. It is not that i dont want to see what is trying to be shown i just can say that i am having a hard time seeing it. I think that i will just keep trying to see it and i will keep looking and i think i am at a point were i will go to any high to see it. I can now say that i have been BROKEN. God has really BROKEN me and i think that i am ready to take the everything and put it back together and us it for the best! Right now i am at the cross... I guess the true question is will i take it from me and give it to Him...