ME NOW!

I guess i can say that I may should stop lying to myself I am unhappy, you can say that I find joy an the moment! I am not happy in the inside my heart is brokem I have the feeling that i have lost a best friend! I dont know why! I may just be looking far into the future, worried and scared! I know that the future is here and I am scared, I am not ready for summer. I know that i will miss many people, even though one year has past since I started school. The year has made me many new and GREAT friends. Even two who I know will not be back after these next weeks. Even though that is a part of life that I "HATE" it is something that I have to learn to overcome and become stronge!

To the two friend; To her I really wish you well, even though I can really say you dont need it at all. You are smart and you will go after what you fight for! You will never stop for anything! You have a plan! To him only 3 months! thats all! I can say that I know you will have a great time at school next year. You too are also smart even though I will not get to work for you next year I hope that I can keep myself together! I cant believe that it is over already it was just yesterday we were counting down the months till we are out of school now we are at 3weeks! I can say that is the end of your time here, but know you are going to get to go to better things and i know that it will bring a joy that one can only feel when they know that they are were they should be! You will get that joy! All i can say is CONGRADS to both of you! Thanks for everything! This is the fork in the road were we part and become stronger people, you never know the fork may come to connect an the end one day! Love Yall i will miss yall like CRAZY! Guess yall may not know it but yall have made me who i am today, i guess when we are tought that someone is also looking at what we are doing they mean it! I have seen yall and I know that I can follow the paths that they have walked on!

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high