NOW.

What is there to say here, but i am lost, Lost with knowing what is right. I guess that lasttime i felt like this I pushed someone out of my life, and now i am not going to do it again. I guess if i wanted to know the answer to my question i will just have to set back and wait and sometime waiting will hurt cause ya never will hear whatever you want to, i guess i should say something but i am not going to cause that will just be me pushing again to hear what i want to hear. When you do say it, i want you to mean it. I guess like last time when i ask i think it was just said because of the moment. I am no willing to get hurt again i am not willing to be lost again. I willing to wait just to see what happens, if i do get mad i guess that is something i will have to live with. Just like i will have to live with the fact that sometimes people forget about people. But that is ok cause once you forget i will never forget, it will be to hard, but i guess i am just human. All humans are defferent. but i still will have to wait. all of this for two words that i want you to mean. "Best Friend"