Understanding!!!

I guess now my days are busy busy i dont understand why i still have that feeling that something is missing. I feel as if i am missing out on something good, i am not sure these days of what is going on sometimes, i am on the run so much i dont know what is going on sometimes. I guess i need to be able to jsut stop and breathe and pick up everthing around me and have an understanding of what i am doing and why. I find myself a lot these days saying thank you God for this, Thank you so much for everything, I find myself talking to God on how greatful i am to have Him in my life, how even though i may be doing something i dont want to do i find myself turning to God and saying You alone oh God are amazing! Even though i know God is there and i know He is listen i still feel as if i am missing out on something i dont understand what it is i am not sure if i am doing something wrong or not, I am not sure if i need to be doing something more, or if i should just go with it, cause like i said before "even i dont know where the path leads" I guess now i am asking for an understanding, but i now i am able to say i am willing to go with that understanding i am able to wait for it cause i know that the old me would have went crazy wanting to know what the understanding is and not wanting to wait. I know that there is a plan and i can do nothing but wait it out, and i am so willing to wait it out cause i know that God has a plan no matter what it is i know that there will be a reason for the plan, I guess that is early said now then it will be when it happens, i am just hoping that i will be able to say that when the understanding comes and maybe goes....