Overtime!

I don't care what the world throws at me now,

It's gonna be alright.

One thing that i am trying to teach myself is that this world will throw so much at me, and that i need to be ready for everything that is thrown my way... Well I have been searching into Gods world, and the funny thing is that I am starting to understand that i shouldn't care. I know that i am yelling out the song Salvation Is Here.... I don't care what the world throws at me now, Its gonna be alright... I shouldn't care what other people think i shouldn't care what other people say, but as a human i have times where i say i don't care and that i will not care, but then there are those times were i care, and i just let it get to me so bad! I let it get under my skin and it is just under there and i cant stop thinking about it. Those are the times that i forget about how great God is and how much he has done for me!

One thing i am trying to teach myself is to learn to take in and not give out, I am trying to teach myself that i need to able to just take in and let it be. I guess i am can say that i will do anything for anybody, esp if i can help. I am willing to do whatever ask if i can help. The only things is that i feel as if i am being ran over by some people and i don't like that. I don't like the fact that i am able to give my all to and then once i do it i am given a negative reaction. I guess what i am getting at is that i am trying to teach myself that God is great, and that i need to learn that if i give it my all and i do get a negative reaction i need to let it be cause God has shown me that no matter the reaction i shouldn't have to worry about what someone thinks, better yet how they come off to the help....(i think i may have just lost my self in that last paragraph)

If you may not know i have been busy busy busy. I am not going to lie i love it i love being busy it has given me joy, it has mad me happy. but the most important part of my being busy is the fact that i have been able to build relationship. You know i am not talking about just dating i am talking about relationships that are friendships i have been trying to get to know different people and see the parts of life that they have come from. I have loved it thus far. Getting to know different people getting to hear different crazy but funny stories. Building these relationships has given me joy in my busy busy busy times, cause i think that, that is what keeps me going, knowing that i can build relationships with people and they will show me how great God is, and how they have been through different things in life. It just shows me How great our God really is!

I guess this blogging is just somethings that i have been thinking about over time, there is a lot more that i would love to write about but as of right now i am going to go to bed.(what the funny thing is that i will find something else to do and not go to bed)