I am human too!

You know i can't change the world! I can't change who people are, i can do none of that! But oh i want to! There are times when i am just wanting to stop time, and fix the current issue, but yep i CAN'T! There are things i see people do that i can't stop nor tell them what to do! When it is all said and done there is nothing i can do at all! cause I CAN'T! But i want to be to speak life. I am not sure what it is that God is calling me to do at all! But i do know that i am not going to let it stop me now! I want to take my life and make it all that i can. I want to be able to us myself as a leader to lead to places that are unknown, where people will stop following and make their own path. I want to make the most of what i have but yet i can't do it alone.... Even when i am down and out, or just out right sad, or having a bad day i somehow have to tell myself to just stop and think how am i going to make the most out of this! Even though it is so hard! I have to just stop! but i guess sometimes just stopping doesn't help...